You're so sweet, no one can be.
Date : Sunday, May 18, 2008
Time : 11:09 PM
Title : Tired.



Like finally, I have a great time today. I actually smile widely and it's not a fake smile anymore. I realise I have to move on with oh-so-pathetic life even though it's hard. I have to accept the fact, afterall. I went tanning today with hotstuff and at last! I get to burn my bad skin away! Shine shine! :) Thanks hotstuff for being there for me and make me smile widely. I'll appreciate every single thing that you did for me. You're my bsf(best secret friend!) Don't think wrongly, people! Btw, those Bangladesh guys love to see woman in bikini. What a bad expression of Bangladesh-ish! Oh ya, I felt HOT HOT HEAT just now. ;)

Mama has been so ridiculous nowadays. Been nagging like there's no tomorrow and whenever she nagged, immediately I will not be in a goody mood because her nag is oh-so-gross! Serious! That's the reason which makes me want to shoot her back! Sometimes, I really hate her to the core! Sometimes, I dare to say that I don't mind having a new mother. Ya, Im being so pathetic. But there's one thing which stopped me to think that way is "Her sacrifices and concern. She did sacrifice and care alot for my family and actually I'm proud of her. Just that, I don't show her. Afterall, I love her more than anyone else.