Date : Monday, July 7, 2008
Time : 8:04 PM
Title : Totally ashame.

You said to me that you're matured and I just can't figured it out why you do all those obvious sin stuff to your cousin. You happily ask/wait/do it and I'm here suffering and crying in silent. Ya, you will say why must I cried and suffered? Because I don't believe someone who are MATURED like you will do this obvious biggest sin pathetically. You're somehow extremely close to me. I love you so much but I can't express the feelings towards you. I going to feel awkward. I totally broke down and I don't know why I worried for your damn sin. I hope you realize your mistake and stop doing those shit. I'm totally ashame that why can't you have the same thinking as me. I thought you're so damn fucking matured. I'm not saying that I'm matured but I think you're not that matured too. After all, no one is perfect. True? Ask yourself, did you ever done the same mistake like other guys too? Those guys who are having sex partner, bastard girls here and there, fuck and throw girls, lied to girls and whatsoever shit that guys can badly did. At least one mistake and ever you did it? You told people about people's sin but you own sin? Ever bother to think of it?

Don't apologize to me, apologize to Allah.

I know you don't want me to contact with him. But its too little too late already. Sorry.

Labels: I will do anything.