Something happened today and I dislike it. Forbid is in me now. It happened in the morning and I cried badly, very bad till I felt like vomiting. Salleh is the one whom listening to my problems and sorry for disturbing your sleep early in the morning. Thanks for the sacrifices, Salleh. He wasn't happy with the problem and I bet whoever know about it wouldn't fancy it too. It's way dreadful. Mama has been my best friend to let it out the feelings. I'm touched by all her words though it been few days we're not in a good condition. After all, the communication must be there, right? I learn my mistake, Mama. I should listened to you from the very first start. Loving you is sweetest thing ever. Your words are always true. Pure trueness.

You promised me not to do it again and you actually did it again. What's up with you? Grow up, please. Fucking Bastard suits you well, sial.