You're so sweet, no one can be.
Date : Sunday, November 9, 2008
Time : 6:33 PM
Title : Haish.


I still remember the good times with you
I still remember those romantic reaction you did to me
You bend on your two knees with a bouquet of roses and says,
I Love You, Eiya.
I'm glad you changed,
I'm glad you changed when you're with me
And I'm totally proud of you.

After knowing you quite long,
We had an argument
It seems hard for us handle it
But we try to settle it slowly and steady
After so much of wiping and fighting back,
We're back happily like we used to.

Dearest Hunney,
Let me say it out here for the last and that's it.
I would like to say,
I love you more than anyone else,
More than my own soul
The feelings is indescribable.
You made my life so wonderful with your love
Till I could put all my trust on you though
At times, I don't really trust you.

Yes, we know,
We are not in a real relationship
But we seems to be like one.
And so I'm here to say,
Though we are not in a relationship

To my surprise,
You dare to lie to me
It seriously killing me deeply.
How am I gonna trust you
When we're in a real relationship
Which is gonna be maybe?
Don't tell me your words are just nothing?

All this while you had been telling me
"For what I want to lie to you about girls??"
You been saying that on the phone,
straight face to face to me,
Eye to eye to me.
End up,
You did it.
And this matter, I get to know it by myself
Which I actively dislike it.

You bend on your two bloody knees, again
And say,
"I'm sorry, please don't leave me.
I beg you, please~"
Simple as that?
You hurt me and you can just say that?
Though how bad you cried,
My heart cried more than your bad crying.
It feels so hurt till I felt so numb.

You started to explain to me A till not end to Z but nearly
And its my turn to make the choices,
Which is...
I decided to stay,
Stay with you.
Cause,
You was the one who has been holding my happiness
Most of the time
And I had to pull away all this
And get myself back together.
Forgive you
but I will never forget it.

Now, you're with me once again
And its time to
BARE WITH MY ATTITUDE.
Get it?

So the moral of the story is: Prepare for the unexpected, Eiya.

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