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Date : Sunday, November 9, 2008
Time : 6:33 PM Title : Haish. I still remember the good times with you I still remember those romantic reaction you did to me You bend on your two knees with a bouquet of roses and says, I Love You, Eiya. I'm glad you changed, I'm glad you changed when you're with me And I'm totally proud of you. After knowing you quite long, We had an argument It seems hard for us handle it But we try to settle it slowly and steady After so much of wiping and fighting back, We're back happily like we used to. Dearest Hunney, Let me say it out here for the last and that's it. I would like to say, I love you more than anyone else, More than my own soul The feelings is indescribable. You made my life so wonderful with your love Till I could put all my trust on you though At times, I don't really trust you. Yes, we know, We are not in a real relationship But we seems to be like one. And so I'm here to say, Though we are not in a relationship To my surprise, You dare to lie to me It seriously killing me deeply. How am I gonna trust you When we're in a real relationship Which is gonna be maybe? Don't tell me your words are just nothing? All this while you had been telling me "For what I want to lie to you about girls??" You been saying that on the phone, straight face to face to me, Eye to eye to me. End up, You did it. And this matter, I get to know it by myself Which I actively dislike it. You bend on your two bloody knees, again And say, "I'm sorry, please don't leave me. I beg you, please~" Simple as that? You hurt me and you can just say that? Though how bad you cried, My heart cried more than your bad crying. It feels so hurt till I felt so numb. You started to explain to me A till not end to Z but nearly And its my turn to make the choices, Which is... I decided to stay, Stay with you. Cause, You was the one who has been holding my happiness Most of the time And I had to pull away all this And get myself back together. Forgive you but I will never forget it. Now, you're with me once again And its time to BARE WITH MY ATTITUDE. Get it? So the moral of the story is: Prepare for the unexpected, Eiya. Labels: Thanks for hurting me. |
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