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Date : Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Time : 9:06 PM Title : Mix Up. You asked me to figure it out how it looks like when being in a relationship with you. You asked me to trust you. You asked me to be patient with your attitude. You asked me not to think negative about you. When you asked me to do all that, the first time you did was look deeply in my eyes and cried. I can see the sincerity in your eyes. It seems I can feel your pureness love. I hope the hope that you gave it to me is for real. As for your information about the inner me, I tried so hard to be with you and you know how scared I am to be in a relationship. Even though you gave me the happiness and whatever I want, still, in my heart said: Hold on. Your heart is still not beating for him. You know that I always follow whats my heart says. It's the very first time ever, I don't followed what my heart said and I did make the effort to be with you. Be with you as in loving you. So tell me now, did I love you? Did I prove it to you? Once I said I love a person, meaning I love the person more than anyone else. So don't try to play games with me, alright. I'm not into it. Think whether you still want to be with me or not? Before my love can be more dangerous. Don't worry, I won't harm you, just that I won't let you go till you tell me a goddamn valid reason. I'm not a girl who you think can make fun of it. I can be nice, I can be sweet and I can be okay with everything but if you want to play fire with me, I can play zillion fire with you. I'm not scared of what gonna happen next. As long as I know I do thing right and perfect. Make up your mind and think thrice. Love me, Love me not. Labels: Decide it. |
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