Sometimes the person who loves you, was the one who gonna hurt you the most. At times, the words that coming out of theirs mouth really kills you big time.

I knew that I ever once being a bad person. I do things without thinking of the consequences and I don't care what people wants to say or thinks about me. Every of my mistakes, I have learn a lesson and I never do it again. I never betray those people who loves and care about me anymore.

I used to be living in a world of lies. I did all those crazy stuff but I never smoke or take any drugs. Mind you. I always made Mama cried and Baba to go to school to settle things off. I was once useless to them. I always wanted my parents to be proud of me but I never made any effort at all.

But Now is the present and I'm glad I never create any vile problems no more. I have changed to a better person. Not to say that I'm already matured or whatsoever. Just that the matter of the fact is that now I know what's right and wrong. It simply works.

It was totally despairing for me to hear every single words of you judging me. Before you say all that, I'd already realize it and that's the reason why I have changed. Oh well, I know you didn't mean to hurt me and I know you will still be there for me. Just that, there's no need for you to judge me about my past. Freaking past.

I have watched the movie of The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button. Awesome Movie. Thumbs Up. You people should watch it and Brad Pitt is freaking Hot. He made me horny whenever I see his gorgeous face. :D He almost make me drooling. Damn.