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Date : Friday, March 13, 2009
Time : 12:50 PM Title : Longest Entry. Yesterday was a BLAST for Salleh and me though we had a little fight at the start of meeting. Draggy Drama sia. :/ I'm truly sorry for slapping you for the first time on our anniversary. I didn't mean to, my hand is like bergerak sendiri. Serious sia. Haiya.. I felt so bad yesterday. The fight was so draggy till my plan for surprising him is running out of time. Shitty. The place is at Jurong sommore! But thanks to Allah, I managed to surprise him and it turn out to be so perfectttttt! We went to...
As we reaching the place, I asked him to open his eyes....
So bad right him, always make me scared sia. Scared because I know he hate being cold! Cold little bit also cannot, you know. Freaking action okay him. Whatever it is, I'm totally glad that he really like it! See, So Suke can?! See, this boy really can't wait to go in! Cute banget cowok ini! The place wasn't big that I expected and the cold was damn cold sia! Hahaa! Still, we had so much fun together! I can't help smiling when seeing Salleh really enjoying himself playing with the snow, throwing the snow at me and for once I have to endure with it. I shouldn't be mad at him while he's having fun, right? :) Oh well, I did throw the snow back at him. Wakakaa! Revenge dok! Lol. Joking. We build an igloo with shape of love surrounding it. So sweet! Didn't manage to take photo as we can't bring camera in. Don't worry Hunney, I will still remember the igloo that we build okay. :) Not forgotten to camwhore. :) We bought this photo as a memories.. Hehe, mind you for the face. It's my gay face. Heh! This one, Salleh macam paham. :p So, goodbye Dinosaur! Meet you soon! We really enjoying our food. I love Pastamania. Lol! For those who love creamy and cheese, Creamy Chicken is the choice man! Thumbs Up! We finished eating and went to Cold Storage to buy for Mama some crackers. She wants those crackers that is so expensive sia. Pantat Besar Betol..! Well, this is what I talk to him.... Salleh, I promise myself that on this 1 year anniversary of friendship, I gonna made a decision whether I'm ready to be with you or not. I don't know if you are happy or agreed with my decision but I have to say it out. I'm sorry if I talk like so long but I hope you will listen every single word that I'm saying now.. You know the reason why I'm not ready to be in a relationship with you. The past make me suffer and I have to really move on with it but whatever promises that my ex had promise to me seems to pulling me back. I don't know why it makes me pulling back as now, I'm totally nothing to my ex. He already have a new gf after breaking up with me for just 6 months plus and now, he getting engage with his new gf. He making all this happen so fast or I shall say super fast. While I'm having all this difficulties, you was always there for me Salleh. You didn't fail to make me smile and laugh. I'm so grateful to have you in my life. I didn't expect that one of my brother's friend was the one who I can counted on now. (Tears rolling down my cheeks as I'm talking yesterday.) Whatever happen between you and me, all of it is totally unexpected. Now, I gonna answer you why I texted you personally and wish you a Happy 1st year Anniversary wishes different from the past other monthsary. The different is I include the wishes with friendship. I hope you will accept the fact, okay Salleh... He just kept quiet and look down.. Today on our 1st year Anniversary of Friendship, I would like to say.... I'M READY TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE LIFE, I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT I'M TOTALLY YOURS. I WON'T REGRET SAYING THIS EVEN THOUGH YOU GONNA HURT ME ONE DAY. I PROMISE YOU, I WON'T REGRET, SALLEH. I LOVE YOU..... He's totally speechless which really bothers me.. Then.. He smile and hugged me.. Awww...
I can't help to cry. Told you, I being a crybabygirl yesterday. Happily Ever After till here then. Ayumie Darling is sick. :( Labels: 2 hours plus entry. |
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