Date : Sunday, May 3, 2009
Time : 10:49 PM
Title : The disturbia.

Hello precious reader. The date supposed to be 4th of May. Time Check: 11.25pm

The purpose I'm posting an entry today is to tell you something about me which I found it weird and strange but this situation obviously ever happen to some of you, human. :)

I started to get scared of horror movie especially with those part when comes to someone who had been possessed. I keeps thinking of all this everyday without fail and Hunney always have to tell me all over again that all that is only a movie and it's not real. I never been like this before till one of the day when my cousin's wife had been possessed and I was there watching her yelling and being so aggressive. My family including me hold all part of the body to keep her stay still and I was the one who pressed down her knee so that she didn't kick anyone and hurt herself. The evil in her get the chance to scratch my hand because my cousin didn't hold her hand hardly. The evil in her was so bloody strong till my brother who is a personal trainer said that the evil in her is way more strong than my brother. That was the scariest memories I ever had and because of that memories, it somehow makes me phobia of watching horror movie.

When I'm at work just now, I went to Yahoo and type 'How to overcome fear' and I found this.

• If you afraid of something imaginary(like zombies, after watching a super scary-R-rated movie), assure yourself that it is not real. Watch the same movie scary movie over and over again until you've watched it so many times it is not scary to you anymore. Don't watch anything that is too scary for you, but push yourself. Get the DVDs and make sure they have the making of documentaries and/or documentaries of the make-up and special effects, acting, directing and music scores. Sometimes it helps to just watch it over again with the cast and crew commentary on. But if you don't want to watch the DVD or movie over and over, then you can just live your life normally, and it will soon wear off. To help, at night, you can keep the light on to make yourself feel safe.

I found this really works and totally true and YES, I always sleep with light on. Now, I have to live my life normally and soon it will wear off. I have to think straight and for this, no one can help me but myself because I was the one whom controlling the thinking in my mind and I have to stop it by putting much courage for myself but by people giving me the encouragement, it will certainly give me the motivation. Thanks to some of you whom had been advising me throughout my scared-ness. Love you people to bits! Muacks!

Whatever it is, I still believe that Allah is the strongest and greatest of all.

Have a sweet dreams my precious~

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