• Baby, I felt so jealous when I heard some of my friends do some gathering with their NS friends and at least they contact each other although they have finish their NS. I felt so left out when you told me Abg meet or have a plan with his NS friends which also my NS friends. Yes, I know your brother don't like me but I don't know that some of my NS friends also don't like me. (silence for 5seconds) Don't say some, I guess all of them sey.

When he said all that, I really feel sad for him. I don't want to pity him. I don't want to have the thinking that he's such a loner or a loser. I kept quiet for a long time. Whatever it is, I can't do anything to make situation better. I don't have any solution or conclusion at all. This is what typical people will always do, whenever they see someone from its cover which makes them think that, that someone is actually a substandard person. They will ignore you for the rest of their life. They will think that he's not the right friend. They can't be bothered to know about the positive side of you.

What I can console him is..

• Hunney, everything happens for a reason. Like what I said, they only know you for freaking 2years and they only knows your bad. They see more of your bad. Without them, you still can live your life. Without them, you still have friends, right? Come on.. Cheer up darling~ I promise you this, I will stand right beside you to prove to them that you're someone who have already changed and I will go as far as I could to achieve what we aiming, okay Hunney? Smile for me darling~

He smiled but I know all that is still linger in his mind. Soon or later it will wear off.

Okay, change topic.

I'm addicted to Blanco song. Thanks to my hairstyling for the recommendation and send me through Bluetooth. Sanggup you~ Hahaa~

I have to sleep now. Time check: 2.26am